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Vagabond ft. Dream Puppy
02:31
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busting that door open wide with that Gemini season stride
got the voices in my mind aligned for one month at a time
got us goin, and we're growin and were changing and were facin that it's our time
got it in me and I'm feelin that energy
been saying now I'm putting me myself and I on the line it's about time
you're gonna feel it when you hear it live even for my first time
gonna be the last time you dont know who I am, gonna be a new follower on the gram
stick around I'll show you who I am
I fucked up, been fucked up, been stuck up my own ass still took you by the hand
it made me who I am, still don't know who I am
Gemini season
C: vagabond in my own skin and trying to fit in
fuck fitting in
Ben:
How should a person be?
Why would you think to ask me
Always the vampire keeping it light
Trying to show you the opal night
I know you heard my reputation
For curiosity and relaxation
a drink in your hand a hibiscus in your hair
Oh tonight everything is someone else’s care
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I know we just met but
I can see it in your eyes
dont wanna fuck me once, gotta fuck me twice
desire comes with sideways glances weve been giving all night
out here under the street lights
you lookin like you know what you wanna do in between my thighs
I sigh I look away bc
even if to wanted to go home with you
that's not the game i play
you see if I sleep with you
then I'm the fool
giving into my semi addiction
I'm saying all this in my head
meanwhile we're already walking down the street
you done gave me the attention I needed
this ain't the me I wanna be
I see so much of you in me
this ain't the me I wanna be
am I a victim or playing into the patriarchy
C: I know you wanna get to know me but you dont really want to
cuz all I really wanna do
is take you home and get to know you
look we're at it again gonna just stay friends
well besides being physical
gonna lie gonna lie gonna lie
to my mind to my mind to my mind
something just feels right
of course it feels right
always feels right
good aint always right
a good night aint always for life but life without you seems impossible
and then the next night it feels plausible
that im falling for the game not the girl
oh no I did it again when will I learn
to keep distance between our eyes
because those eyes you see aren't even mine
it's only a matter of time before I trick myself into thinking
that I'm yours, I'm not even mine
Ben:
Girl I am not a vibe I’m like barely alive
I got red wine and a book at the bar
you can tell what I’m not here for
So much self loathing at night, so, yes
You could guess I’ll always be curious
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I will love you
one day of my life
then after that day
it will never be the same
will you still love me
would you come up to me that night
knowing we'd say goodbye
after just one day
I try to leave
but in the end
i reach for your hand again
I reach for your hand again
I can't stand my head again
(your lips, your eyes, your words)
(pull me in)
i try to leave
but in the end
you wait for me
mistakes roll into the same mistakes
can we fold the page
im looking to change
the cycle that we're in closing in
you don't know this game
but im ashamed to say
this beast knows my name
C:
but I'm asking for it looking for it
when you pour it make it a double I'm looking for trouble
Nonsense:
Look no further for Trouble than inside
We all got trouble inside us
No exceptions, and Trouble is
tailor fit for each of us—a gift
from our parents and environment
, but try not to lose your shit about it
or wish you didn’t have it, ‘cause you got it
, and you wouldn’t want to lose it
Trouble is Trouble is symbiotic
with Order, and in order to keep Order
gotta keep your beast in a cage
, but because Order needs Trouble
sometimes you have to let your beast out
and let your beast play, let your beast play,
let your beast play....
Ain’t no Jekyll just Hyde
Go on try to hide I will
find and eat you alive
like a heat-seeking middle
with a bottomless appetite
When I go off—BOOM
I devour everyone in sight
Don’t care if you don’t taste right,
and I’ll eat your dog, too. Why?
life is your bitch’s last words:
“ruff ruff ruff ruff”.
let's dance a little
your hands reaches out for mine,
I feel your claws come out
you spin me around and once in your arms I feel the blade run down my spine
never inserted, always the feeling lingering and teasing
you got me eating out the palm of your hand with your rhetoric
gonna save me if I just play your game
gonna raise me up for 10 minutes of fame
only put me in the spotlight for you to reach new heights
I'm thinking it's time to run away then I look down and see chains
im bout to take flight
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4. |
Space ft. Lina Clarke
01:56
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all wrapped up in you
suffocating while having too much space
falling down into the openness
nothing to hold onto but my pain
what do I have to do to get my heart back in its place, oh my one and only
feeling like I gotta pick up the pace to even be in this race against time my one true enemy
I draw my line and then cross it
makin me face my inner big boss and
my own fate
my own lies
stood me up but wont catch me when I'm falling down, down, down
still I call out your name and it echoes throughout my tomb
cracks open wider an already open wound
I whistle my heartbroken tune
no one or nothing around to hear it but my space
Lina:
fallin into your arms
nothing to catch me
what you gave as a warm embrace
did nothing but trap me
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5. |
Oops
03:15
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looks like I'm making it a habit
might as well call me an addict
on my way to grab it
then we fucking like some rabbits
tell me I can slap it and I'll listen
grab some water from the kitchen
didnt know what you were missin
now you know
I'm fuckin all your women
notice that I didnt say bitches
cuz the shit I learned from all the pain
I had caused living like I had a dick
and acting like I could just slip in thru the back
that was my plan of attack
side steppin all the feelings
like a hollow human being
then I beat myself up enough
didn't have sex for nine months
came out the other side a new woman
got my strap on and it look like a penis
when you ask what's my game now baby let's both be winners
chorus:
fuck yall talkin bout yall dont know me
this shit is real and yall are some phonies
and I just might take your girl from you
if I feel like it
im feeding from you you feeding from me
everybody feelin it too
I bet you never had somebody do what I do
never mind having to focus on erections
im tryna make that French connection
girl I got something to say
even tho we came here just tryin to play
I can think of no better way to plate than to say I'm fully satisfied leaving your table
oohoo you got me feelin your attitude
strip me down put me in the mood
fuck your manners I'm feelin rude
and I know you like it
you come and get it and i fight it act like I don't even like it when we both know I'm coming back for seconds thirds
take me all over the world in the palm of your hand
I stan
bridge:
You don't give me credit
Yeah you don't wanna give me any credit
But I'm still trying
I'm still trying
What does it take
What does it take
To see me trying
To see me trying
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6. |
I am Ready ft. Lemur
03:45
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your legs are asleep cuz you never stand up,
too scared of the prickly uncomfortable feeling,
well it's time for healing
so get up and face it and
chase it til the uncomfortable feeling is soreness from soarin.
write your own story.
take a second to dare, share with the world your intentions call it into existence all you need is patience all you need to do is face it,
stand up.
chorus:
I'm chasin my freedom
walking doesn't feel right, running feels better
it's all about the journey, gotta befriend endurance
looking back, it does no good
*viewer discretion advised
if you can't face it you can't make it
stop looking for the break from existence
smokin all day to prolong the fight
so I run away, from this plane
into the dreams where it's clear and I can blur out the fear, even though I still feel the weight, that it's here
the time the place is right, time to see my light and show up, show up
lemur: let me go, I don't love you anymore
let me go, you don't serve here anymore
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