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GEMINI SEASON

by ConductHer

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1.
busting that door open wide with that Gemini season stride got the voices in my mind aligned for one month at a time got us goin, and we're growin and were changing and were facin that it's our time got it in me and I'm feelin that energy been saying now I'm putting me myself and I on the line it's about time you're gonna feel it when you hear it live even for my first time gonna be the last time you dont know who I am, gonna be a new follower on the gram stick around I'll show you who I am I fucked up, been fucked up, been stuck up my own ass still took you by the hand it made me who I am, still don't know who I am Gemini season C: vagabond in my own skin and trying to fit in fuck fitting in Ben: How should a person be? Why would you think to ask me Always the vampire keeping it light Trying to show you the opal night I know you heard my reputation For curiosity and relaxation a drink in your hand a hibiscus in your hair Oh tonight everything is someone else’s care
2.
I know we just met but I can see it in your eyes dont wanna fuck me once, gotta fuck me twice desire comes with sideways glances weve been giving all night out here under the street lights you lookin like you know what you wanna do in between my thighs I sigh I look away bc even if to wanted to go home with you that's not the game i play you see if I sleep with you then I'm the fool giving into my semi addiction I'm saying all this in my head meanwhile we're already walking down the street you done gave me the attention I needed this ain't the me I wanna be I see so much of you in me this ain't the me I wanna be am I a victim or playing into the patriarchy C: I know you wanna get to know me but you dont really want to cuz all I really wanna do is take you home and get to know you look we're at it again gonna just stay friends well besides being physical gonna lie gonna lie gonna lie to my mind to my mind to my mind something just feels right of course it feels right always feels right good aint always right a good night aint always for life but life without you seems impossible and then the next night it feels plausible that im falling for the game not the girl oh no I did it again when will I learn to keep distance between our eyes because those eyes you see aren't even mine it's only a matter of time before I trick myself into thinking that I'm yours, I'm not even mine Ben: Girl I am not a vibe I’m like barely alive I got red wine and a book at the bar you can tell what I’m not here for So much self loathing at night, so, yes You could guess I’ll always be curious
3.
I will love you one day of my life then after that day it will never be the same will you still love me would you come up to me that night knowing we'd say goodbye after just one day I try to leave but in the end i reach for your hand again I reach for your hand again I can't stand my head again (your lips, your eyes, your words) (pull me in) i try to leave but in the end you wait for me mistakes roll into the same mistakes can we fold the page im looking to change the cycle that we're in closing in you don't know this game but im ashamed to say this beast knows my name C: but I'm asking for it looking for it when you pour it make it a double I'm looking for trouble Nonsense: Look no further for Trouble than inside We all got trouble inside us No exceptions, and Trouble is tailor fit for each of us—a gift from our parents and environment , but try not to lose your shit about it or wish you didn’t have it, ‘cause you got it , and you wouldn’t want to lose it Trouble is Trouble is symbiotic with Order, and in order to keep Order gotta keep your beast in a cage , but because Order needs Trouble sometimes you have to let your beast out and let your beast play, let your beast play, let your beast play.... Ain’t no Jekyll just Hyde Go on try to hide I will find and eat you alive like a heat-seeking middle with a bottomless appetite When I go off—BOOM I devour everyone in sight Don’t care if you don’t taste right, and I’ll eat your dog, too. Why? life is your bitch’s last words: “ruff ruff ruff ruff”. let's dance a little your hands reaches out for mine, I feel your claws come out you spin me around and once in your arms I feel the blade run down my spine never inserted, always the feeling lingering and teasing you got me eating out the palm of your hand with your rhetoric gonna save me if I just play your game gonna raise me up for 10 minutes of fame only put me in the spotlight for you to reach new heights I'm thinking it's time to run away then I look down and see chains im bout to take flight
4.
all wrapped up in you suffocating while having too much space falling down into the openness nothing to hold onto but my pain what do I have to do to get my heart back in its place, oh my one and only feeling like I gotta pick up the pace to even be in this race against time my one true enemy I draw my line and then cross it makin me face my inner big boss and my own fate my own lies stood me up but wont catch me when I'm falling down, down, down still I call out your name and it echoes throughout my tomb cracks open wider an already open wound I whistle my heartbroken tune no one or nothing around to hear it but my space Lina: fallin into your arms nothing to catch me what you gave as a warm embrace did nothing but trap me
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looks like I'm making it a habit might as well call me an addict on my way to grab it then we fucking like some rabbits tell me I can slap it and I'll listen grab some water from the kitchen didnt know what you were missin now you know I'm fuckin all your women notice that I didnt say bitches cuz the shit I learned from all the pain I had caused living like I had a dick and acting like I could just slip in thru the back that was my plan of attack side steppin all the feelings like a hollow human being then I beat myself up enough didn't have sex for nine months came out the other side a new woman got my strap on and it look like a penis when you ask what's my game now baby let's both be winners chorus: fuck yall talkin bout yall dont know me this shit is real and yall are some phonies and I just might take your girl from you if I feel like it im feeding from you you feeding from me everybody feelin it too I bet you never had somebody do what I do never mind having to focus on erections im tryna make that French connection girl I got something to say even tho we came here just tryin to play I can think of no better way to plate than to say I'm fully satisfied leaving your table oohoo you got me feelin your attitude strip me down put me in the mood fuck your manners I'm feelin rude and I know you like it you come and get it and i fight it act like I don't even like it when we both know I'm coming back for seconds thirds take me all over the world in the palm of your hand I stan bridge: You don't give me credit Yeah you don't wanna give me any credit But I'm still trying I'm still trying What does it take What does it take To see me trying To see me trying
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your legs are asleep cuz you never stand up, too scared of the prickly uncomfortable feeling, well it's time for healing so get up and face it and chase it til the uncomfortable feeling is soreness from soarin. write your own story. take a second to dare, share with the world your intentions call it into existence all you need is patience all you need to do is face it, stand up. chorus: I'm chasin my freedom walking doesn't feel right, running feels better it's all about the journey, gotta befriend endurance looking back, it does no good *viewer discretion advised if you can't face it you can't make it stop looking for the break from existence smokin all day to prolong the fight so I run away, from this plane into the dreams where it's clear and I can blur out the fear, even though I still feel the weight, that it's here the time the place is right, time to see my light and show up, show up lemur: let me go, I don't love you anymore let me go, you don't serve here anymore

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released July 19, 2019

Prod. by ConductHer
Mastered by Gost

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