I know we just met but
I can see it in your eyes
dont wanna fuck me once, gotta fuck me twice
desire comes with sideways glances weve been giving all night
out here under the street lights
you lookin like you know what you wanna do in between my thighs
I sigh I look away bc
even if to wanted to go home with you
that's not the game i play
you see if I sleep with you
then I'm the fool
giving into my semi addiction
I'm saying all this in my head
meanwhile we're already walking down the street
you done gave me the attention I needed
this ain't the me I wanna be
I see so much of you in me
this ain't the me I wanna be
am I a victim or playing into the patriarchy
C: I know you wanna get to know me but you dont really want to
cuz all I really wanna do
is take you home and get to know you
look we're at it again gonna just stay friends
well besides being physical
gonna lie gonna lie gonna lie
to my mind to my mind to my mind
something just feels right
of course it feels right
always feels right
good aint always right
a good night aint always for life but life without you seems impossible
and then the next night it feels plausible
that im falling for the game not the girl
oh no I did it again when will I learn
to keep distance between our eyes
because those eyes you see aren't even mine
it's only a matter of time before I trick myself into thinking
that I'm yours, I'm not even mine
Ben:
Girl I am not a vibe I’m like barely alive
I got red wine and a book at the bar
you can tell what I’m not here for
So much self loathing at night, so, yes
You could guess I’ll always be curious